Saturday, March 12, 2011

Is there such a thing as too much hope?

I'm starting to anticipate Monday and Tuesday. Knowing that referrals only come in on two days is different. There is a lot of pressure on two days now. I put a lot of hope in two days. Honestly, I think I do better the rest of the week not spending each day waiting! But it definitely makes for 2 days where I am distracted, unable to focus on anything else, frustrated, dreaming, wondering why the phone isn't ringing, and majorly disappointed Tuesday afternoon. I'm trying to stop anticipating it so much. I'm trying to prepare myself for no news.

But then again - what is life without hope?

6 comments:

  1. Praying that referral comes this week!! I am praying for our final medical updates for our little one come from Korea next week too!!

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  2. You go girl! Hope it is! Faith it is! Hope, Faith, Rest, Peace it's all in the Book!

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  3. hang in there!!! hmmm...are you free on monday morning? need a distraction? :)

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  4. You are in my thoughts! I hope you can move on to the next wait soon!

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  5. Me too me too!! Love Mondays and Tuesdays! Enjoy the anticipation, enjoy this time!

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